I'm sure you've day-dreamed about your ideal/dream/fantasy life before, and when you finally snap back to reality, you get really sad that your dream life isn't anywhere close to your real life. Then you get all depressed and feel like crap. That's exactly what happened to me during an FFA meeting. I didn't need to talk a whole lot, I was just in listening to what was being said, until I started day-dreaming about my dream life. It had to be the most in-depth and detailed day dream that I've ever had, I was so zoned out. I don't remember a single thing that was talked about at the meeting, I was so into my dream. Anyway, my dream life consisted of me being much taller, around 6'4, way more attractive, having these cool glasses that lit up on the sides, and the part that sat on my nose would push out a small amount of glue onto my nose that would keep the glasses on my nose and would never fall down from sweat or anything. I also dreamed up that I would have a container sorta thing built into my bedroom wall that I would put my glasses into every night which would thoroughly clean them out over night and have them ready in the morning.
I would wear them the most, and wear my contacts very sparingly. I would also not have a cowlick like I do now, and I would have my hair sticking up in the front all the time. Also, I would be dating the girl of my dreams that I asked out earlier in the year but she said no to me - *sad face* - and I'd be really freaking smart. I'd also have a sweet room with a large flat-screen TV in it and an Xbox 360, and my house would be extremely clean and pretty much show off all of my OCD. I also would have very neat handwriting, a really nice computer, and just everything would be so kick-ass. I'd also be slightly more popular.
Just, let's say that every aspect of my life would be 10 times better than it is now. I would be dating an amazing girl, I'd be taller, more attractive, smarter, everything better. I'm sure everyone has had this kind of day-dream at one time or another in their life, I know I have.
Anyway, that's all for tonight. I'll have another much longer blog post coming soon... and it's about a friend of mine that I wish had a stronger relationship with me like she used to... I almost can't wait for this post. Is that bad?
